Ok so, I just had this brilliatn realization, and then it dissappeared as soon as I thought of writing about it. BTW Eva Mendez is hot. And by that statement alone, google tagged me in 1000 different search terms so maybe u found this by mistake. Sorry I dont have any pix of Eva, but When I get some, and she lets me/ gives me a reason, I will sure to share them.
Anyways, wow its been a lil over a month of my last blog which is prolly a good thing cause last time made me sick for 3 weeks to the uncooperative works and other obligations that didnt let me work off a serious after drinking consequences. Hangovers are soemthing that I rarely have. And by the term hangover, I mean a serious lapse of life the next morning, not just a slight headache, or being tired, or a giant need of coffee which can mean alot more things than just drinkin a lil extra.
After proof reading (belive me or now) what I just wrote, I meant the following (Im outta gin btw) and why do movies destroy classic cars, thats just wrong, but anyways..
Anyways, wow its been a lil over a month since my last blog which is prolly a good thing. Thats because last time it made me sick for 3 weeks due to uncooperative work and other obligations that didnt let me rest. Hangovers are something that I rarely have. And by the term hangover, I mean a serious lapse of life the next morning, and not just a slight headache, or being tired, or a giant need of coffe, a real hangover.
For me, I have only been drunk once. If anyone knows me and been to a good party with me, u might think phf yea riIIght, saying yeah right like that hurts, but thats an another story. But seriously , I have been only drunk once, 2008/2009 new years, for those who know, they know, and thats the end of that.
Seriously though, Eva Mendez is H.O.T. Nothing on better TV and in a lil bit I need to get going to my aka *Cheers* a place I havent visited in a while just because Ive been busy as sh*t . And I need an AMERIcan muscle car, why? cause its a good thought from the movie im watching.
These are a few simple thoughts that came to mind tonight b4 I wreck the town. Too bad I missed the original thugth which inspired me to write again. Hopefully I wont be sick in the future so that more chances inspire and give me the capability to write again.
But seriously, I honestly think that there is no fertilizer strong enough to feed the seed so that the harvest could have been what is was meant to be... I know I can find good seriously almost par substitutes, but unless a miracle happens, it will always come 2nd. So pray for a miracle for me... plz
perjantai 18. marraskuuta 2011
maanantai 17. lokakuuta 2011
Red wine+HIMYM
Wether this be a sad truth or just a coincidence of life throughout hte HIMYM-saga, its ironic to say the least. Thinking that I would only take a glass or two of some Austrilian Malbec, vintage 2008, (damn almost 4yrs old), and only a single cheap-ass-DELICICOUS store bought frozen pizza, I ended up with dowing the whole bottle along with not 1 but 2 pizzas, and watching 4 episodes of the HIMYM-season. Oops but not really.
All be it a TV show, for me it somehow strikes a chord on how it reflects on my own life aswellas the ppl around me. Oddly enough I can relate to the charecters alot, not bc of their story but rather parts of their lives and what has brought them to sit at McCallens everyday with each other. IF I would have the worries and tasks to do what I do, and I would be with similar ppl, most likely I would be in some shape or scenario as is presented in that movie. My hand just cramped and not from what u think only the angle of what I am typing, again, not what u think.
To the random unknown reader u are, thank whoever it is u thank, that ur not me, cause then u have a much simpler life in any regard than what I do. Cheers
All be it a TV show, for me it somehow strikes a chord on how it reflects on my own life aswellas the ppl around me. Oddly enough I can relate to the charecters alot, not bc of their story but rather parts of their lives and what has brought them to sit at McCallens everyday with each other. IF I would have the worries and tasks to do what I do, and I would be with similar ppl, most likely I would be in some shape or scenario as is presented in that movie. My hand just cramped and not from what u think only the angle of what I am typing, again, not what u think.
To the random unknown reader u are, thank whoever it is u thank, that ur not me, cause then u have a much simpler life in any regard than what I do. Cheers
sunnuntai 16. lokakuuta 2011
And so I turn around
You know, alot has happened over the past few weeks that I really dont know how to begin, other than for the ppl who know me best, things are going to be ok. I have been going through a lot of different things over the past few years, and just last night, I realized that I have been away from my TKD school for just as long now as I have was training there regularily. It has been an emotional ride this week, especially knowing that some of my family tested last night for a new rank in TKD, along with that, that someone also just recently go married. Not to say the least it feels like that everytime I go on facebook, some1 I used to know is either getting married, is having a kid, has kids and just go married or is having another kid. Which in itself is great for them and Im naturally and sincerly happy for them, it just reminds me on how empty I have become.
When I say empty, I mean a empty field, a field that was just full, lushful, and more then eager to share all the fruits of fields and then it was burnt, decimated, destroyed abandonded. There has been no amount of rain from any vineyard, brewery or distrellery that has been able to washout out the bloodstains, the burn marks, the scratches, the pits of fire. Even the immediate hard plentifulls of raw work and excercises didnt do the trick, nor the literary or the philosophical advice on how to replant a garden has worked. It just became an abandend field of emptyness.
However, for some reason, wether it be realizations, time and recent events, it has become such a thing that for just some divine reason, things are starting to sprout up. Although in the past there were potentials of good fruit, some turned out to be just visions, other weeds and otheres, well... u can imagine. Anyways, now it will take time, lots of it, and work, alot more of that, but we'll see how well the field will grow and how many rocks I will have to destroy, how many weeds will sprout up and how much poison will come in from other sources, but if history shows that there was once a good field, there is no reason why there can be an awesome field again.
When I say empty, I mean a empty field, a field that was just full, lushful, and more then eager to share all the fruits of fields and then it was burnt, decimated, destroyed abandonded. There has been no amount of rain from any vineyard, brewery or distrellery that has been able to washout out the bloodstains, the burn marks, the scratches, the pits of fire. Even the immediate hard plentifulls of raw work and excercises didnt do the trick, nor the literary or the philosophical advice on how to replant a garden has worked. It just became an abandend field of emptyness.
However, for some reason, wether it be realizations, time and recent events, it has become such a thing that for just some divine reason, things are starting to sprout up. Although in the past there were potentials of good fruit, some turned out to be just visions, other weeds and otheres, well... u can imagine. Anyways, now it will take time, lots of it, and work, alot more of that, but we'll see how well the field will grow and how many rocks I will have to destroy, how many weeds will sprout up and how much poison will come in from other sources, but if history shows that there was once a good field, there is no reason why there can be an awesome field again.
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